I am enjoying my first 10 minute "break" using the Pomodoro technique. I spent the first hour of my morning creating my schedule for today and part of tomorrow (as I want to see if I need to fine tune the timing at the end of the day today once I know how this all went). I was also sure to put daily exercise into my schedule as I seem to "bump" that more than I should if I feel too busy, behind or overwhelmed in my work day. I am hoping that by taking these 50 minute focused intervals all day and creating a space for exercise, it will free me from feeling guilty for going and taking care of my health (and not just my illustration dreams). I am actually hoping this technique will help me release some guilt for having "off" time or days to do things with friends/family as well.
I took all kinds of notes while watching the entire 3 hour class yesterday evening.
I am currently working on a third book with one self published author I have been partnered with for a while now and a first book with another. I think it has been eye opening in recent weeks with threads on the forum and all of the info Lee shared in this video about why I am struggling to make ends meet - when these projects are so time consuming and I am not making anywhere near what I need to (or could be doing other work) so I am declaring here that once these current projects I have committed to are done I will not be taking on anymore with self publishers.
When we are asked to be realistic about how good of an artist/illustrator we are - this one is really tough for me as I am very hard on myself and get myself down about this quite often. I have clearly fallen into the trap of looking at other work/portfolios and paralyzing myself after looking at them wondering if/how I will ever get that good. Which really gets me no where.
I need to take a good hard look at my portfolio - rework some of it and see what happens at a professional critique I have coming up at the SCBWI Wild Midwest Conference. Let the voice of the "customer" speak on where I really stand and if I have what it takes artistically.