@Rachel-Horne hi Rachel! I can totally relate. I was previously with Advocate Art Agency but I wasn’t getting the type of projects I wanted. The pay was also low. So I decided to leave them last March.
I felt very scared after leaving them. I tried applying to agencies immediately after but no one seemed to be interested. I questioned my decision and had severe doubts. I thought my stint as an illustrator was over.
But I reworked my portfolio and I am proud to say that I will be signing with a better agency just in a few days.
I guess what I’m saying is that you’ll never know if you don’t take the plunge. Things will get better. Don’t be afraid to take the leap.