I had the wildest dream a few weeks ago that I sneaked into a college that was teaching animation and I pretended to be enrolled. I attended classes, made connections, and was invited to participate in several events like setting up a convention. This dream made me think a lot, as I was not personally obsessing about animation at this time. I remember when I was seven that I realized that I loved cartoons so much that I dreamed of getting into the industry one day and become a showrunner. That is when my art journey began, and I worked everyday to improve my art to the degree that it is today.
Despite all of that I have a degree in Architecture. I told my father I wanted to become an animation major, but he refused my wish because he didn't believe that I would be able to make a living within that industry. I chose architecture because I have also been good at math, I like visiting big cities, and I wanted to learn more about how they were constructed and designed. I had a very miserable 5-year education, because of all the allnighters, tight deadlines, as well as personal issues at home that made it difficult to get favorable grades, yet I somehow made it through and graduated in 2020.
Even though I already have a degree, I still feel inadequate because I do not feel like I earned it. I struggled with all my classes because of obstacles put in place from my circumstances. I passed classes with D's and I feel like I did not take full advantage of my education, either because I should have probably spread out the number of units I took each semester, or I should have never worked parttime driven by the fact that my family would not willingly financially support me.
I have the feeling that dream was a calling? Maybe I should pursue a degree in animation once I am financially set and the pandemic is over? I think I still want to become a showrunner and talent in animation. So far I have not learned how to animate, but I have learned how to illustrate and draw buildings through my degree. What does it take to get to that point in a career? I'm willing to start out as a storyboard artist as I gradually climb a ladder.
Should I pursue a degree or teach myself and then apply directly for small storyboard positions before becoming an animator then showrunner?