o my god! i felt like this only yesterday and found myself steering towards svs community.
your so brave for posting this.
i guess I'm at the beginning of the phase.. I'm only a couple a year into actually practicing art that I love. I was ready to fall into despair yesterday when I felt that I have worked so hard and long and still am not where I wanna be.
thank you everyone for giving advise and support. this may not be my post but was very much needed and helped heaps.
best of moral and cheers to all