@natiwata I've been posting some of my work since last September actually, but... I don't know. It's hard trying to not sink into self-loathing after I post something that actually isn't the best (trust me). It's just frustrating with the videos because my mind wanders a lot, and I have this processing problem, ect., I don't want to use this as an excuse, or let it keep me from trying to do my best.
I actually want to sit down and work on something even if it takes me a week or two to finish - like landscapes. I want to improve and grow and everything, but I don't know why it's so hard to "create" a landscape from your imagination. I could go back and listen to what thumbnails are again, but..
I'm sorry my reply is so weak, it took me a while to read everything everyone said and I was AFK after I first posted this. Agh.